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I love the way,

Parents tell their kids,

To eat their vegetables,

To grow strong...

I think they took it too far,

To say the least.



Dye his hair green,

And paint him red.

You got an instant Tomato.



Dye his hair green,

To blend in,

And Pain him orange,

You got an insant Carrot.



Dye his hair and body,

In a fluorescent Yellow,

And you got an insant Grapefruit.

A giant blob.



And you wonder why,

They are made fun of,

Sure they have friends,

But when they subject themselves,

To open amusement of the public,

By eating and eating and eating...

Then they call it a disorder!!

HA!

They lie, i know they do,

Sometimes they claim,

They could go without eating...

But they can't...

It's not a disease, they lie.

It's them being fat and obese,

and purposely subjecting themselves,

again and again,

Then they make fun of others,

Who are different,

(and skinnier - surprise surprise)

And expect nothing back.

Sad, really.



Treat others how you wish to be treated.

Can't do that?

Blow me.





This is just a comedic piece i did. On 3 lads who thought that because i dress differently it'd be funny to point this out,

This poem i printed out and literally placed all around school / college. a) Taking the piss out of them and b) Winning a £100 prize ;)



I even named who the poem was about afterwards, then in an assembly "Thanked" them for the inspiration, mentioning how it was their actions which tempted me to write about them.



How amusing.

Scarred and torn apart,

Ripped to shreds,

And still you leave me,

Hungering for more.

Sadistic being,

You lie through teeth,

perhaps not your own,

But lies spread fast.



We watch you writhing in pain,

Purposely driving in the nail,

Watching you suffocate,

In truth,

We always hated you.



So kill yourself,

See if we care,

We'd actually throw you out the window,

If we helped you

To kill yourself,

In a horrendous way,

Your blood on the tiles,

Looks better than any blood,

One could simply buy.



But here i ask you,

Do you care about others?

If you kill yourself,

What happens to the friends and family you have?

They mourn and ask why you did it,

They wonder why?

... why?

I wish they would ask me,

I'd tell them because you were stupid,

Incoherant...

And above all,

Selfish.

As stars do tear and fall apart,

As much can happen within a heart,

This much I know from dreams within,

As this horror does begin.



Stalked again day and night,

Someone help me with this plight,

As this horror dwells within,

I already know, it does begin.



Phones'a goin' and it's a text alert,

I wanna make him hit the dirt,

6 feet under, 1 problem less,

But this i must confess...



I've played your games, i now digress,

And i've told you i shall confess,

That i hated you and forever so,

I wish your heart would just implode.

I'm not sure how to word this,

Or how to say it with tone,

I truly can't say I really do know,

So i'll sit here, acting as stone.



Im confused,

Truly derived,

Of any and all of my conciousness,

So,

I turn and say to you,

Actually, I just walk away,

Violence,

Is to be percieved,

As i know you have more problems,

Than I could bare to care for you,

I'm speechless,

And I wonder why you do anything,

With such a dare,

No, not a care in the world,

Why you believe it is true,

Violence solves everything,

But this is not true.



"Violence isn't the answer"

"No, you're right. Violence isn't the answer...

It's the questions... and the answer is 'yes!'"

I'm burning under complex rays,

And understand the reasons,

But here i am in seperate ways,

Burning for my treasons.



Things which i didn't commit,

I hold dear in my pocket,

These things which i never did,

I hold dear to my heart.



So here i stay tied up,

To the pole of my destiny,

Where i cannot move or try to stray,

But i here a lay to die.



And so i say...



I'm burning under complex rays,

And understand the reasons,

But here i am in seperate ways,

Burning for your treasons.

As twilight stars twinkle upon the eye of a child newborn,

He thinks the world will be of good, peace, love, harmony.



The child reached the age of 31,

And thought he'd lived life to the full.

At that point he gazed, up to the skies again,

And wondered why he was here.



"This child is lost" he says.

This child has no more to gain...





Same again, no title, any ideas for a title, just message moi :)

Stare me down,

Through eyes of steel,

Cold and bitter,

I do not feel.



Stare me down,

Hands of stone,

Coarse and rough,

Sat on your throne.



Stare me down,

Through grips of concrete,

Strong and still,

Gripped onto me.

Long times scarse

And little to worry

Since time ends eventually

As stars will cease.



Once again, no title, so go on then, if you got an idea for a title, send me a message with a suggestion.



Greatly appreciated.

Stay there my loved one,

Forever you'll wander,

Lost in the wilderness,

Searching for hope in-vain,

No love but only pain.



Stay there my loved one,

You're search be not in-vain,

Find me in the darkest corner,

And show me your face,

Before the light fades away.



Stay there loved one,

Stay there my image,

Stay there my true being,

Stay there my only one...

Stay with me... my child...



My beautiful ...child ...

I hid from your grace...

But now ... I get ...

My ...comeup ...ance.



Thank.... you...

...

I don't want to know these things,

About you and your kind,

I don't want to see these things,

What you do in your spare time.



I want to know why you do these things,

And what drives you to your cause,

I want to know what drove you to betray,

And why my trust was broken like the laws.



I see what i know now,

And that you are a betrayal,

I just want to know how,

You live with yourself.



Look after number one,

And let nothing get in your way,

From a shop you stole a bun,

For what reason will escalate.



All i really want to know is why,

You drive yourself to these lengths,

This pain you cause makes me cry,

As i once trusted you myself...

"Why are you here?

Staring at the ground,

Are you alive...

Or just breathing?"



"Why are you there?

Staring to the sky,

They will not come...

Hidden from prying eyes."



"I see over there,

A watch-man standing,

Guarding a precious

thing of beauty."



"I see over here,

A prisoner standing,

Quivering in a corner

as fire makes ashes."



"I stand by the side...

Of my other twin self,

As he pushes aside,

Any disbelief..."



"Attack the towers,

Make them fall,

Save the creatures

Who seem so wondrous...



But cause danger to open eyes,

Do not stray from them,

They are like a pack of wolves,

Save one and they are in-debted...

But humans don't understand,

They see it as 'love' and fall at the side,

And never re-open their eyes,

Because they are scared.

"The road that no one knows,

None know where it goes...

On treacherous lands,

Buried by sands,

And screaming voices lie..."



Send me a message suggesting a title for it, just can't think of one...

The Decline of Society



Such simplicity,

In a world of technology,

They make us more...

Advanced...



Day by day,

They drive my life away,

And i see no real reason,

To stay...



But lo and behold,

Such simplicity...

Even in taking my life,

They supply us with weapons...

Of Destruction,

Of Plague,

Of Death...



The sad thing is, what i'm about to say... is true.



The decline of society rolls as follows,

No one listens,

Children grow up in a bad way,

No one is taught to respect others,

People are picked on because of disabilites or illness,

You are expected to be the same in society,

The Government doesn't know what to do,

Laws are all screwed up,

The justice system is unfair,

And most of all...

I'm in the centre of it...

And so are you...



So live with what you call ... Technology ...

All it does is make you lazier ...

More intolerable ...

More angry ...

More like the fools on the streets ...

Smoking, drinking, using drugs ...

You're just like them ...



We live on opposite ends my friend,

But you...

heh - you join them,

In experimentation,

In fun,

In getting stoned,

In shouting at others,

In dying...

The sounds downstairs,

First they were nice,

Quiet voices,

Whispering in my ears,

Sleep child,

Sleep at rest,

Be at rest for no evil,

No bad will come tonight...



Those sounds downstairs,

First they were gentle,

Calming voices,

Soothing my ears,

Sleep child,

Sleep at rest.

Be at rest for no evil,

No bad will come tonight...



The quiet voices...

The gentle voices...

Of mother...

And Father...



Have broken into sparadic shouting,

Stay awake child!

"You must believe me,

It is her who is the whore!"



"No, it is him!

He has been double-crossing me...

Sleeping with other women!"



"Surely you have seen the other men,

The ones who come in for just a cup of tea!?"



The door slams down as i stand there...



Motionless...

Scared - Frightened for the first time ever,

And it wasn't because...

Because - a simple knife,

Was at my throat...

Or.. or- the world was at war again,

It wasn't because, bec- ... because...

It wasn't because they loved me...

It was because they...

they -

...

they hated me ...

This thing, I know not of its name,

This being, I know not of its kind,

This god, I know not of any worship,

This demon, I know not of any angel,

This life, I know not of any meaning.



We cry, Yet do we really feel?

We work, Yet do we really sweat?

We laugh, But are these emotions real?

We sing, But are these sounds disjointed?

We live, But are we just a dream…



…Are we really,

Truly,

Honestly,

Sincerely,

Alive…

Or are we just a dream,

A nightmare…



…A wish…

I see you child,

I see you -

But you writhe away from sight,

You leave me in this hollow,

This place,

This crack in my life,

And you leave me,

Alone -



I saw you child,

I saw you -

"I swear upon the holy spirits,

I swear upon the holy child,

Myself and my bride,

To hold together, cherish and love,

To bind together, becoming one.



I hold up towards the skies,

I hold up towards the sun,

My child and my bride,

To recieve forever, lo and behold,

To decieve forever, this was fortold.



I commend you holy spirit,

For telling me of the sinner,

I commend you holy god,

For ridding me of this terror."



I do not understand,

As i read these words...

A book i read with shaking hands,

And trembling tears bleed,

I do not understand...



"I hold you to your death,

Hold your tounge náive one,

And be sure to lightly tred,

My conquest will be done.



I embrace your death,

With open arms,

And lead you to eternal slumber,

Where you lie in wait,

Purgatory... just like thunder."



I do not understand,

As i read these words...

This knife i hold with trembling fears,

And invisible blood in my veins,

I do not understand.. -wait!



Is this the true calling of my master!?

You call me to set me free,

But in reality you decieve ME!?

And converse me to do what you wish?



NO



I will not do as you ask,

I throw the dagger at your feet,

I forget you at your stubborn peak!

And these wishes YOU decide,

I WILL NOT BE DECIEVED!



Oh, holy as you percieve,

I will NOT be taken by...

Your SCAVENGERS of poles,

I, upon all those, who follow your wishes...

REFUSE to do your bidding,

I REFUSE to follow under your rule!



And, even now, i see my mistake...

I followed your rules 3 steps too far,

And in doing so, i killed myself,

The dagger i thrust so gently between my limbs,

I never noticed the pain until i saw the limp,

Turn and wonder, my blood is there,

Staining the floor,

Never bare again,

I followed your steps, holy one...

But i will have my revenge.

Staring at the ceiling,

Body in a shiver,

My skin is peeling,

What have i endeavered?



Staring at the ground,

Ears numb to hell,

I can hear no sound,

What am i doing?



Staring at the darkness,

Stuck in my body,

Feeling the sharpness,

Of everyones pain.



Penetrating the skin is not so simple,

When you die it's said,

You go to heaven, hell, purgatory,

One or the other,

What if this is all a lie,

And you're spirit never leaves you're body,

Are you stuck there?

Forever and a day will pass,

One night may seem like an

Eternity.

Watching yourself decompose,

Day after day,

Watching and waiting to be released,

Night after night.



"When hell is full, the dead will walk the earth"



Hell was never full,

Never has been,

Never will be,

But if what i ask above is true,

Then we do not wait for the day,

That hell is full,

No...

We wait for the day,

That those spirits... who have watched,

watched themselves slowly decay,

Watched and waited...

Watched and dreamed...

Well...

We wait for them to learn to use their bodies,

To move their arms and legs again,

...To live, as they have done once before.



That is the day, the dead will walk the earth,

The day the spirits re-take their bodies.

A sky night falls,

Upon a lone wanderer,

And to whom it appals,

No one else knows...



A sky full of grey,

As clouds whisp away,

And the cubs run to hide,

No one else sees...



A sky full of light,

Is nice to see,

But underneath...

It burns me.



No one sees the pain we suffer,

The torture dealt through death,

They say it's painless,

You won't feel a thing...

I do so wish to see the day...

That they are hanged,

By a thin piece of string.



They called us witches, demons...

They know nothing of the sort,

We're normal like them,

But we dream upon sorts.



We dare to believe,

That maybe there is a different god,

Maybe they ask us to practice...

But not our prayers,

Our Rites Of Passage,

Or maybe even test our souls...



Sometimes i think,

Time to let go...

And forget the entire thing,

But holding me back,

Is a pain i can feel...

Holding me back...

Like a thick plate of steel.



My daughter lives on,

And laughed as she is,

She stands and takes it,

But she cannot stand it...

Each day she breaks,

Just a little bit more,

And i know one day,

She'll settle the score.



It's long i admit,

But the day will come,

When her vengeance

Will never be undone.

I wish i could stop this,

But i have no way how,

So my daughters vengeance,

And i bid you,

Farewell...

Unsure about future

And the changing winds,

Changing the culture,

Operating minds.



Unsure about fortune,

The cookie and the maid,

Same information,

Different kinds.



Unsure about fortold events,

They say we will die...

on certain days,

They predict World Wars...

And they suck away

At us, every day, every time...

You look out your window,

They fill you with doubt...

But it's not time to end,

Not yet,

The day we die...

As a species,

I admit...

The world will finally be,

A better place...

But for now,

Industrialise and Capitalise,

We are here to stay,

Doubts will fade away...



New hope will rise...

In the form...

Of an outraged source,

Death will follow...

The day we are given...



A new hope...

God forbid,

Those mortals,

Just there... looking up,

towards the stars.

They mean no harm,

In the presence that they stay,

But they don't know

Just how out of place

They seem...



They float on dreams,

Drift on stars,

For all i know,

They're on mars...



But one thing i'm certain,

And this pray tell,

Is one thing,

One cannot yell...



I am StarGazer,

The thing no one can see,

But the one thing they believe

Lost souls drift,

I clear the path,

Divinity,

Shadows...



I am StarGazer...

"If its true,

and it's a lie,

It's a disease...

It's not the thing,

That makes others pleased.



If it's false,

and it's a lie,

It's a virus...

It's the thing,

Which will never go away.



False accusations of times passed,

Swearing loyalty to two sides,

One of whom will never provide,

The other whom will subside,

It's sad to see,

We are our enemies,

And we bow to those weaker,

Frailer,

Than ourselves,

Stand up for your cause,

And stray from the path,

Which they make you lead...



They are our enemies,

Not you nor me.



So stop looking,

Staring,

Contemplating,

The killing of me,

I may be different,

But you are a freak,

All the same,

Blood, organs, bones...

So don't cry at me,

your human INCEST!



Just leave, and let me be ..."

"Dragons and shadows,

They seem so the same,

A devoured city,

Is lost in shame.



Dragons and Storms,

They destruct in the very same way,

A destroyed hometown,

And no reason to stay.



Dragons and death,

They are the same,

And we know no greater evil,

That we cannot slay..."